Courage.

2013 has started out ok. Just ok. Nothing exciting and nothing devastating so far. Days are going by too quickly for me to keep up with. I'm feeling pushed and rushed but hanging on and moving ad fast as i can. Doing my best isn't all i can do but I'm trying. Some days i feel lost and to find myself, i dance. Not professionally of course lol. I aunt fancy or nothing. I just throw myself into whatever feels right and go with it for dancing. Any music genre is fine with me. As long as i can think. Jogging helps too. Ive been doing swell with my resolution diet so far. :-) props to me!! As for my resolution of spending less money as well, but i also don't have any money to spend to begin with lol jokes on me there lol.. being more patient with everything was my last resolution ..still working on that. Might take some time. I'm happy though.
I feel at a loss of words. Yet i hate beyond hate to waste time.. staring at blank spaces. Is that an empty-ness? This so called dark spot? Blank nothingness? To know that, wouldn't make it what it is. As to never knowing, cheers! ;-)

Sometimes i wonder if i make sense. As one day i shall re-read these blogs of mine, will i remember what i actually meant? I guess so.

Goodnight.

Afraid.

I need to start writing more. But i have this huge fear of judgment standing in front of me blocking the way to do so. Guess that really isn't a good enough excuse. Well, tmro then?

randoms.

the worst things in life come free to us.

Mad blogger

For those of you wondering about the title of this, it doesn't mean I'm mad at anything nor anyone. More in the words of myself being a crazy blogger lol. Randomly posting random stuff today. I haven't been blogging in a while now and today noticing ive got a few minutes here and there to do so, i shall lol. And now i have writers block. Brain froze. Hold on..

Well, since i just can't seem to remember what i was on here to say. Ill update you all on my wonderful life. The holidays are just around the corner and we're all set and ready in my household :-). Over the weekend Madison busted her bottom lip open because she decided to do acrobats on a dining room chair 'figurative speaking'. Shes okay though. Its healing up nicely. Ad yesterday when i piked her up from daycare, i noticed something odd and gross was iin her hair. At first glance, i thought it was dirt or mud from outside. Nope. Madison informed me that another child pooped his pants and put it in her hair. How lovely! Lol the joys of being a mother to a four year old. :-)

And with my love life. Things are good. Life is good. I really can't complain. Things here and there happen but we quickly move on from it and keep living.

When i eventually remember what i was to say, ill be back.

And ever

I could lay with you forever

My favourite website, check it out!

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tidbits of nothingness, no reason to read.

typing, something i am fond of.
boredom happens a lot for me as well.
hopefully that should some up reasons for why am i currently typing.
thinking now that this will all be a past of mine as time dines.
does anything ever last forever?
memories eventually fade, once all who remembered has past.
am i right?
what to worry for then.
this is just another simple nothing tidbit to be forgotten in the end.
i guess some things can last forever though.
someone else's memories may last.
for example, our first president..LOL
that was/is a memory to never be forgotten.
tales of him have been twisted and things untrue were said.
yet the memory of him is still surrounding those whom never met him.
confusing if you've lost track of where im at. but true. meaningless nonsense as well.

so, maybe if you give life a reason to remember you, you'll be remembered. but soon your memory will be forgotten, unless you were the president at one time. LOL. for me it doesn't really matter. i am but an instant in life. i don't feel the need to be remembered by anyone but those of whome i love dearly. i am destined to be as normal as any ole' Mary Jane out there. to sit back and go with the flow. not that i am perfect in anyway shape or form. i am clumsy, and shy at times. i laugh and make others laugh. not perfect but bland is the better word for it and i am content with that. as long as I've got them at home every night to go to, i am perfectly happy. life can swallow me whole if it likes.